The latest social events I attend, a Bible study group last weekend and today's meetup event that centers around a TED topic. In my Bible study group, other than the American couple who was the organizer and the pastor, the rest were all young girls. There were two English guys at the group, but it was not long before they revealed that they came with their Chinese significant half in the group. Both had strange accents. Their Chinese halves were very Chinese.
Out of my busy schedule, I also dropped at the TED event meetup tonight. I only stayed for 10 minutes before leaving. A few young foreigner guys were surrounded by many local girls trying hard to be international. It wasn't that fun. I think i liked the Dine out event more where there were older and more mature people going.
Anyway, no pain no gain. I try to keep a good attitude to enjoy life as it is. My left side of the brain tells me that the statistics are against me. There simply aren't that many great guys that have good jobs. If they do, they'd already be followed by many feminine girls and at least half of them would want to validate their accomplishments by going for the model types. But anyway, those factors are beyond my control.
It will be good to see my parents finally tomorrow. Days are getting a bit colder now and I am feeling a bit down at moments. I started doing the half half six months ago, and so far I still haven't found my love.
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