My second Bible study group today was better than the last one. First, two new guys joined group, making the male and female ration much better. Even though they are either attached or married it didn't matter, since just having guys there changes the energy level. There are guys out there still, it tells me.
I kept on asking hard questions as always. Last time I drilled the leader on why God would plant that forbidden tree there if he really loves man and wants to walk with him. Why trick man at all? The leader kept on answering that it is because he's God and he could do what he pleased. If she asked me not to look into the bathroom cabinet, would I? That answer was not satisfactory for me obviously. I prodded further. I needed an answer and not blindly trust the assumption just because it supposedly came from God. Today, I similarly wanted to ask why God chose Abram as the one. Because he is God, I was told. The first question I asked last week had a good feedback from the pastor though. She told me that God put the tree there so man could choose. Instead of a blind love, man could choose to love him by not eating from the tree. That was a breakthrough thinking.
When prayer session came, the American woman leading the group prayed for me. She said who knows who I will meet, in the airport, at work etc. I did not even tell her that I am single and am searching, yet somehow the older woman sensed it. What magic. I hope the same vibe could carry me through finding a partner.
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